first and last

I am the Alpha and Omega, the first and the last, the beginning and the end.
Revelation 22:13

To all the confused
and downtrodden,
to all the broken
and weary,
and to all the truths
replaced by lies,
He holds the first word,
and He will have the last.

6 months

Jason and I celebrated our 6th month of marriage on March 28th. We delight in remembering these past months and find pure joy in the gift of oneness we now share. Surely the mark of 6 months should be cherished. We classed up for a lovely dinner out in the Village of Wauwatosa. From the savory food to the handsome company, I have never shared a more lovely meal. 2 hours passed with conversation of love, wedding nostalgia, and laughter.

Every newlywed couple is asked this question 10x10 times: "How is married life?"
Instead of reluctantly answering for the 100th time, J and I truly love these multiple opportunities to share how grace has encouraged us in our new adventure together. This single question opens a door for us to show our contentment in the blessing of our vows to each other. Our answer usually starts like this: "Marriage is amazing. Our circumstances in life right now can be challenging but marriage gives us joy. We have never laughed more in our entire lives." In other words, circumstances including finances, my lack of full time employment and mental/emotional health are difficult. However, we do not let these things discourage our marriage. If anything, these said hardships strengthen us as a couple. My husband's fruits of the spirit rub off on me and teach me to look beyond myself into the face of grace.

This is the beginning of 60+ years of marriage. I am eagerly looking forward to our life together. Till death do us part.

aloof

I have had too many fruitless days. It seems that it, in fact, takes practice to step out of boredom. Without a steady job, little to no hobbies and freezing weather... I find myself, well, aloof. Weeks have passed with my feet trudging along. It can't last forever because this is not what I was made for. Last week I did yoga and got a library card. I read a book in 3 days and went back for two more. This past Sunday we went for a walk in the snow and I remembered again why I smile at winter. Yesterday I tried to go for a run, but was content with walking. Today was rainy but 55 degrees. I just thought that was absurd in the coolest way possible. So I may not be seeing the world, getting paid a fat paycheck or even doing anything of great importance; but I am giving up myself for something that I believe will not disappoint: hope.

again

What I learn is that joy is not found in anything of this world. What I learn, daily, is that joy is not found in any of my thoughts unless they are submitted to a power higher than all. What I learn is that the only true power is that of the cross and in whom now protects my soul forever. Reacquire my soul; over and over...I say amen to Thy amen.