death thought it had won

"Day turned to night, His friends scattered and death thought it had won. 

But heaven just started counting to three." -Bob Goff

In this time Jesus pursued the humanity of this world with the greatest love that ever was and ever will be. He was blameless, yet did not resist punishment. His words held power and confidence in his identity. Death and darkness thought they had won, but the heavens and the rocks of the earth knew this was not the end, but the beginning. All fell quiet as Heaven prepared to bring light everlasting to the spirits of our clouded souls. 

Over the mountains and seas, he comes running, my Lover to me. 

If my tongue is able to speak at all after reflection on what has been done for me, it soulfully utters "thank you. i surrender." 

beautiful image via Chelsea Petaja

1 yr 6 mo

As of one week ago, March 28th, Jason John and I have been married for 1 year and 6 months. This one isn't as big as the two year mark to come, but I celebrate this time with so much joy! Truly, I cannot put in words what my husband and our marriage mean to me. Through grace, selfless love and open communication, this time has been filled with deep edification and gladness. My gratitude for this man may just burst my heart open. His patience knows no bounds and his inner peace brings contentment into our home. In adoration, I respect his integrity and character. I feel his love for me expand as I increasingly admire him. This cycle of respect and unconditional love creates a safe place for me to make mistakes, cry and dream. 

In his presence, I have never laughed as hard so frequently. I swear all this laughter is adding years to my life although I will surely gain more wrinkles, errr laugh lines. I can never spend too much time with him. Most of my family and friends say that he gives the best hugs around. Well, lucky me gets these hugs all day. You must know that his arms are powerful, which I imagine are a hint of God's embrace. 

Our days are not easy peasy. We struggle with wants, finances, decisions and sin. But my focus turns on my purpose to love and I am content in the moment. 

Friends, the same God who takes care of me will supply all your needs. I am sure of it. 

xoxo

Jason, sometimes when I look at you, it all feels brand new. 

images by Woodnote Photography